passion

my biggest struggle right now is being able to only focus on my struggles instead of realizing that God is bigger than all of them. i yearn to have that passion for God that i once had. i feel like the past couple church services i've been to have had a common theme. it's about loving God with your whole heart. "total reverence" complete passion. not being able to go a day without thinking about Him, talking to Him, praying. and then it hit me and they started to say, "how many of you wouldn't go a day without texting your boyfriend or girlfriend?" that whole concept, it's so true. there isn't a day i don't talk to BJ, i can't stand not to. i hate having to go a day without seeing him. i love him, i really love him. and yet... that's the love i should have for God. it's not that loving BJ is bad or a sin, but when he comes before God, that's a problem. i want my passion for Christ to show and spill over into my relationship with BJ. that's where i am, yearning for my God to hold me, get me though, and to develop that burning passion for him. 

what's your passion, is it Him?

love always...